Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I learned love is like a brick. You can build a house or sink a dead body.

I knew that quote long before the words were used as lyrics...

Anyway, I thought you all oughta know that Lady Gaga's directorial premiere, the Judas Music Video, is probably my favorite that she's come out with so far.

On E! News, Lady Gaga discussed the video and called it "a fresco."  And I can totally see it.  I didn't notice how well this music could fit with some middle-eastern dancing and colorful Jewish art.  It's gorgeous.  All of the outfits, the scenes, the biblical portrayals, the Biker culture.  All are done tastefully and with deep meaning and love.  Love.  It's obvious Lady Gaga loves this song and its story.  The story is quite simple.  All the Biblical metaphors aside, it's about a girl who just can't let go of a bad boy.  She knows it's unhealthy, she knows it's not going to end well, and yet she pursues and pursues.  You can see that in the video.  Gaga, aka Mary Magdeline, while loyal to Jesus and his work, still feels the lurking love for Judas, even as she watches him betray her master, and even as she is stoned for her apostleship at the end of the video.  The fashion and choreography in this video is stellar.  And it's so clean!  Yeah, the immodesty is there, but wow...  I've been so used to the crazy near-nudity and sexuality of videos like Alejandro and Telephone... Now she's calming down, it seems, working in a different kind of unique territory that isn't as much about shock value as it is about artistry and beauty.  I'm liking that turn.  I have a feeling the Edge of Glory video will leave me with similar feelings.

My favorite outfit... the first one.  The purple veil with the gorgeous crown by Marianna Harutunian... who is amazing.


So Incredible



Listening to:  Judas... again and again.
Blessings:  YouTube, a Swell Roommate, tomatoes that don't fall apart when you cut them.
Things Going On Today:  Start a paper, end an entry.

A Shark...

It's been a while, so I guess I could update the world on what I've been doing these past few days...

Now that the boyfriend is gone to Seattle, I suddenly have more time to focus on homework and reading and sleeping and other good do-by-yourself things.  I'm taking two classes this semester -- 4th Semester American Sign Language and Intro to Contemporary Art -- and they've been pretty cool, more or less...

The ASL class turned out to be harder than I originally expected.  I spent two or three hours practicing for the first midterm but still only got 79% on it.  That's the lowest grade I've ever received on a midterm.  Ever.  So now I'm all paranoid that I won't get an A in the class.  So I'm working hard to get 100 percent on EVERYTHING in that class now.

As for Contemporary art, I think I got a shot at an A.  My paper is going to be about Damien Hirst, this guy who  dips sharks in formaldehyde as a metaphor of death.  I don't quite understand it yet, but I think I will once this paper gets written.


The Physical Impossibility of Death in the Mind of Someone Living

What else?  Oh yes, my new roommates.  I've sort of latched on to my ROOM-roommate, Sammy, who's from California.  She and I have a lot in common and that's pretty cool, seeing as we came from completely different backgrounds and didn't know each other existed before we were set in this room.  She is very brave, very musical, and always looking for a good time.  I have a feeling she may have the key to unlocking my social single self again.  Spending a whole semester with a boyfriend in the ward kind of tunes you out to the rest of the ward population, and now I need to try reconnecting with people.  Sounds fun...

Listening to:  The Edge of Glory by GAGA.  An amazing song, by the way.  Like nothing she's ever done before.  Kind of a Springsteen-esque anthem with a dance twist.  There's this pretty cool sax solo in the middle that gives it some class, and she soars on these high notes I didn't know she could sing when she came out with the Fame.  By the looks of things, this is going to be a pretty good album, methinks.  
Things Going On Today:  Laundry, no work.
Blessings:  Headphones, TA labs, and... sharks.  


Sunday, May 8, 2011

Why I have not blogged in a while:

Reasons why I haven't blogged in a while:

I've been reading up about Greenberg, Camus, and Picasso.
I've been eating Red Vines up the wazoo until I get sick.
I've been attending fondu parties.
I've been calling my boyfriend who left for Seattle.
I've been crying over said boyfriend.
I've been attending a deaf ward.
I've been mulching like crazy.
I've been trying to meet people.
I've been trying to do well in school.
I've been trying not to die because my favorite person is gone.


That's about it.

Listening to:  Ancient Voices of Children
Things Going On Today:  Church, mother's day.
Blessings:  A bed.  A pillow.  And lots of blankets.

Monday, April 25, 2011

Gol-gosh-a

Why someone would name their mini-golfcourse after the Hill on which Christ was crucified, I do not know...


Golgotha Fun Park... whoever named this definitely put the MORON in OXYMORON.

Listening to:  Nothing.  But I want the Skype sound to happen.  That means Mark is calling.
Things going on today:  Ward HE, no Mark, rode the 48.
Blessings:  skype.  48's.  

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Art Stuff

Romantic vs. Realist art, compare to academic painting

Romantic Art:
Goya – 3rd of May, 1808 (1814)
Delacroix – Death of Sardanopolis (1830)
Gerricault – Raft of the Medusa (1818)
Turner – Slave Ship (1840)
Bierstadt – Rocky Mountains (1863)

Realist Art:
Daumier – Rue Transonian (1835)
Millet – The Gleaners (1860)
Manet – Olympia (1863)

Academy Art:
Ingres – Le Grande Odalisque (1814)

Subject Matter and Style:

Romantic:
exotic and extravagant drama; round, soft figures, more painterly (think Death of Sardanopolis)
focus on the sublime landscape (think Rocky Mountains)


Realism:
Less exotic and romantic, more down-to-earth and immediate, real life people (think Gleaners)
More harsh technique – use of earth tones and assertive (Think Olympia)
nature was no longer the focal point; people were (also Gleaners)


What did they Share?
A Trend towards Modernism:
political propaganda for modern events (Raft of the Medusa, Third of May, Slave Ship, Rue Transonian)
Both also appreciated the relationship between people and the landscape (think Gleaners and Rocky Mountains)
Both also created competition for the Art Academy in Paris:
Romantic Relationship to Academy: More accepted, but weakened the Academy by drawing in less “ideal” approaches to painting.
Realist Relationship to Academy: Deeply criticized, socialist and politically based
Academy: Focused on ideals in nature and the human form. Fine brushstrokes that did not provide for any use of painterly techniques or abstraction. (Le Grande Odalisque) Little progression, more of the same status quo. No trend towards modernism. Also attempted to maintain a hierarchy in painting: History paintings, portraits, upperclasses came first. Then landscapes and lower classes.

How did they do it?
New Public Exhibitions!
Salons hosted by the Royal Academy of Painting and Sculpture in France; very limited in its selection and style choices
After being rejected from the 1855 Salon, Courbet created his own exhibit called the Pavillion of Realism. This introduced a completely new style that had not been yet accepted by the academy in years past.
Salon des Refuses: established in 1863, “Salon of the Rejected.” Included works by Manet, who later created his own independent exhibition. Impressionists followed suit. As time passed and more opportunities for independent artists to show their work became available, these new styles would become accepted and legitimate in high-class galleries.
These new public exhibitions created competition for the original Academy Salons


Expressionism: Compare/contrast each artist:

Post impressionist Artist: Van Gogh
Paintings: The Starry night (1889)
The Night Cafe (1888)
Symbolist Artist: Munch
Paintings: The Scream (1895)
An Evening on Karl Johann's Gate (1895)
Fauvist Artist: Matisse
Paintings: Joie de Vivre (1905)
The Red Room (Harmony in Red) (1908)
Blue Rider/Bridge Artist: Kandisnky
Paintings: Improvisation 28 (1912)
Blue Mountain (1908)

Style, context, meanings, ideology


Post-Impressionism: Basically a mature form of impressionism. More focus on what makes a painting: line, pattern, form, and color. Many, including Van Gogh, explored expressive capabilities of art. Use of color to convey emotions.
Van Gogh
Starry Night: Chaotic lines and turbulent brush strokes = uncertainty, confusion, and wonder of nature and death.
Night Cafe: supercharged unrest due to bold contrasting colors and humidity created by thick brush strokes

Symbolism: Art no longer represented the real world, but what was in the artist's head. Often, meanings are illusive and mysterious. Very psycholocially based, often dwelling on negative emotions.
Munch
The Scream: Humans are powerless to the forces of death and human emotion. Very negative – depicts lonliness, hopelessnes, and despair. Deviance from visual reality to convey these negative emotions. Curvilinear lines create movement and energy.
Evening on Karl Johann's Gate: shells, not people. Again, loneliness and disillusionment towards society. Difference between what people actually are and what they seem to be.

Fauvism: Emphasis on the happy parts of life, and expression of this happiness through bright, arbitrary color schemes. Lighter subject matter and painting style. Awaken emotion through simple means. Loose style.
Matisse:
Joie De Vivre: Little emphasis is placed on perspective or natural color schemes. Instead of cerebral, “deep” works, he paints pictures that are comfortable, sensual, and alive
Harmony in Red: Re-evaluates the definition of what a painting is. Unique use of color, flatness of forms, rich contrasts. “harmony” created through color.

Blue Riders/Bridge:
Originated in Germany. Artists united in a hope of a more perfect future. Often religious or spiritual goals as they paint.
Kandinsky:
Improvisation 28: An experiment in complete abstraction. Less about the tangible, more about the spiritual. Embraced new scientific discoveries.
Blue Mountain: Simplicity of forms, use of Bavarian Folk ideals, love of horses and spirituality found in color blue.

Architecture:

Darby and Pritchard – Coalbrookdale Bridge (1777)
Barry and Pugin – House of Parliament, London (1835)
Eiffel – Eiffel Tower (1889)
Sullivan – Guarantey Building (1894)
Gaudi – Casa Milla (1907)
Van Der Rohe – Seagram Building (1956)
Wright – Fallingwater (1936)
Johnson – AT &T Building (1980)

Coalbrookdale Bridge:
Darby and Pritchard
Redefined City Life: Iron bridge, inexpensive and strong. Showed anvances in engineering and development of industry. Industrial revolution created new materials that called for mass production and thus a new form of human urban life. Precurser to iron framework underneath urban buildings.

House of Parliament
Barry and Pugin
A revival of Gothic style to fit modern purposes. Celebrated medieval heritage of Britain. Purity and authenticity of religious buildings echoed in a political palace. Wanted to combat the cheap urban developments being created at that time. Older gothic styles had honesty and authentic quality. The layout of the rooms keeps it modern, however.

Eiffel Tower
Eiffel
Build for the Great Exhibition in Paris, it was meant to create a unifying, utopian atmosphere with Paris as the cultural center. Iron framework shows the forward-thinking of France, and at the top of the tower, there are inscriptions that say how far other cities are away from paris – the cultural captial of the world.

Guaranty Building
Sullivan
Truly modern architecture, meant for the urban landscape. Steel interior with terra cotta curtain-wall exterior – cheap and simple. Regularity of windows – all very urban, commercial, and industrial in style. Severe. Form follows function. Thus simplifying architecture in urban areas and redefining city life for many.

Casa Milla
Gaudi
Art nouveau – an attempt to create a utopian society through a oneness with nature in a very sterile, urban world. Architecture became more like sculpture than building. Rooms within the building are almost cell-like, thus alluding to a united and organic synergy of people in an ideal world. A look of erosion and ancient-ness about the work also shows the timelessness of humanity and life.

Seagram Building
Van Der Rohe
Also an attempt to redefine city life. Seagram building is in Iternational style – build for its geometrical stability, glass exterior under a steel skeleton, and its high-rise skyscraper style. Also left a pedestrian plaza, to add some beauty and social atmosphere to the otherwise very sterile urban world.


Fallingwater
Wright
An attempt to create a utopian society by finding a oneness with nature through organic architecture. Building made specific to its site – waterfall going under a cantalievered floorplan, the rocks quarried on site. The idea of the hearth = another utopian claim. It is what unites people, according to Wright, so he included it in a lot of his designs, including this one.

AT&T Building
Johnson
Postmodern Architecture == revives past ideals in a more modern setting. In this case, the use of the pediment looking like a seventeenth-century bedpost or drawer handle adds a blast-from-the-past flavor to the building. Form no longer follows function. Form adds to appeal of the building. Use of negative space to create beauty.

Da Vinci: Last Supper (1495)
Van Eyck: Arnolfini Wedding (1435)
Durer: Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse (1500)
Daumier: Rue Transonian (1834)
Warhol: Maralyn Diptych (1960)
Monet: Rouen Cathedral (1895)
Duchamp: Bicycle Wheel (1913)
Pollock: Number 1, 1950 (1950)

Da Vinci: Last Supper
Fresco: Use of great skill and mastery to complete. Long, arduous process. Thus, it didn't last forever. Instead was replaced by oil paints, which were a lot more user-friendly. The medium contributed to the work's meaning because it showed the timelessness of religious belief. The work was engrained into the wall.


Van Eyck: Arnolfini Wedding
Oil Paint: Good to use for rich color and detail, both of which were really embraced by Van Eyck. Northern Renaissance's realism of particulars and deep Christian Symbolism demanded a medium that allowed for minute detail. Oil paint also gave artists a chance to change their work after it was already on the canvas.

Durer: Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse
Print Medium: Wood Cut. Reqired a great deal of mastery and was replaced by etching and later silkscreen and lithographs. The wood cut allowed for the work to be reproduced in print material, thus allowing for the media to read and understand the work. Durer was a master at shading and detail within the woodcut, so the work is rich in meaning and depth.

Daumier: Rue Transonian
Print Medium: Lithographs. Much easier than other print mediums because it allowed for the artist to draw with a wax crayon in the same manner as a pencil. Rather than cutting out parts you don't need, trying to etch thins into difficult metal, or working with acids, all that was needed was oil, water, ands.

Warhol: Maralyn Diptych
Print Medium: Silkscreen. Excellent choice for Warhol because his intention was to show the timelessness of pop culture. Maralyn's face is reproduced endlessly; mass production reigns rampant in today's society and Warhol is playing off of this concept. Shows the dominance of pop culture in people's lives, and how easy access is for the buying public to get involved in the fame and commonality.

Duchamp: Bicycle Wheel
Readymades: Dada was a short-lived artistic movement that embraced nihilism and anti-art movements. Bicycle wheel demands its medium because it is a found object made into an artistic piece simply through its name. It also was a precursor to mobile art, because of its movable quality. But above all else, it represented Dada beliefs in freedom from society's definition of art and finding aesthetics in common subjects. This movement was short- lived because it became difficult to completely embrace the idea of anti-art in such an artistic world.

Pollock: Number 1, 1950
Gestural Painting: Pollock was unique in his medium because his medium involved the actual gestures involved with painting his works. He combined performance art with visual art. The splashes and dribbles of paint are mere echoes of where Pollock once was painting; a visual record, of sorts, of an artistic endeavor. This adds to the meaning of abstract expressionism because it is not just the art, but the purpose of the art and how it is made that makes it art.

30-Day Song Challenge: Day 21 -- A Song I Listen to When I'm Happy

There are a lot of happy songs out there that I listen to when I'm happy.  I also find that happy moments are also the best times to listen to devious music.  P!nk is a happy-moment favorite for me of this kind.






Listening to: See above
Things Going On Today: ASL final, New Testament Final. Yuck.
Blessings: No work, more study.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Judas Priest!

I suppose you'd like to hear my opinions about Lady Gaga's new song JUDAS which was leaked (on purpose?) a few days ago.  I just gotta say, it's like another Bad Romance.  And that can be both a good and a bad thing.  I guess you could say she's sticking with what works.  Judas is just as -- if not more -- catchy than its precursor, Bad Romance.  But does it have to be SO MUCH like Bad Romance?  You could basically play the two songs on top of each other and they will coincide perfectly with each other, down to the "AH-AH"  hooks, the "Oh" interludes, and the climactic four beats of tacet instrumentation as she wails out some epic line.  I also can taste a little PokerFace in there, too.  I mean "I'll bring him down, bring him down down" isn't too far from her "I'll get him hot, show him what I got" from 2009.  I'm beginning to worry that Lady Gaga's becoming a one-trick pony, which is quite a shame, because she shows such promise.  I read one review that summed it up rather well; Gaga's beginning to show her true colors as one who favors style over substance.  Not only is the tune a copy of her older works, but the lyrics seem very thrown together.
It's funny, but I feel like this song is too mild for all the publicity she gave it before it came out.  She ran her mouth about a "cultural baptism" and made a point to show all the religious imagery in the song.  But when you listen to the actual song, there's not much for even the most staunch Bible-thumper to take offense at.  Sounds to me like she's just romanticizing an abusive relationship (sadly, this is becoming a common theme among lady pop artists these days.  Rihanna's S&M?  Katy Perry's ET?  What ever happened to female empowerment?)   Gaga has made a ton of waves by eating a rosary and wearing a cross in provocative places in her Alejandro music video.  I expected this song to keep pulling in the offensive direction, but these lyrics are in no way offensive or profane.  Judas is a bad boy.  That much is certain.  But do we need the slapped-on religious undertones that carry hardly any sting whatsoever?
Once upon a time, I thought Lady Gaga was going to be here forever, like Madonna and Elton and Queen and the Beatles.  Now, I'm not so sure.  All of the revolutionary antics she did for Fame Monster are beginning to quiet down in this sophomore album, and that's usually where the ultimate test for survival in the music world is.  Here's hoping she'll pull through.


Listening to:  Sunshine by Lil' Flip
Things Going On Today:  Lots of studying for finals and eating pie.
Blessings;  This monitor.

keel!

I'm about ready to fall over and die.

That's pretty much it.

listening to: BYOB by System of a Down
things going on today:  Concert choir auditions
blessings:  ...  um...  I get to move in on time.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

EW

List of Complaints:

Things I have to worry about:

My computer screen cracked.  Fortunately, I have this monitor from like 1999 that keeps me alive.  I've talked to my Dad about a new computer, but he didn't necessarily respond in a way that makes me sure I'll get one for my birthday.  Even if he does, my birthday's a very long time away.  It's almost may, and my birthday's in September.  Maybe I can get one while my parents are in town.  *siiiiiigh*

Another epic problem I have to look forward to:  Classes next year.  I haven't even had time to write a victory post about how...
I GOT INTO BYU'S MUSIC EDUCATION PROGRAM...
Before I had to face the first major hurdle of my acceptance:  The class load.  As my boyfriend wisely put, now that I'm in their program, the music ed department thinks they own me.  I'll be taking 26 hours of school to fill the 14 credit hours I need to keep my scholarship.  26 hours of school.  And how much time does that leave for work?  Well I've counted it out, and if I stay in women's chorus instead of go to Concert Choir (which would be a sad thing to give up...)  I'll be working... 14.5 hours.  Yikes.  That's a lot less than what I work now...  Will I break even and afford rent?

Speaking of money, I found another problem:  Voice lessons?  They're 380 dollars.  How can I afford those?  I can't!  But I need those credits...  Suck.  How am I going to work through this?

Mark mentioned something I hadn't thought about:  Obviously God wants me to be here, doing what I'm doing.  Maybe I should keep trusting him like I did before, and He'll bless

Speaking of God....

JUDASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS




Listening to: See above.
Things Going On Today: My Boyfriend's birthday, Tucano's, Humanities Final (which I'm sure I'll do just fine on.)
Blessings: My boyfriend.  Free food.  Tests I know I'll pass.